Being a Dik Interlude Part 274 Surf Lesson by Loveskysan69

for real and I'm going to spend all the night planning mom with

think I'm crazy and that's this is a bad idea but I don't care

all make her see in my way

it's for you now your money will mean to achieve my dreams

I will become a surfer and prove to you

and to everyone that I can do it

I know that this is what I was meant to do

I know this is my heart it's in my heart

and thanks to you it will

happen so to your head a bit when you watch me over because

West Coast here I come love ya so fucking much it hurts

mom got mad Floyd got mad

but who cares I got mad too then mom ********

Floyd just laughed thanks fuck for that

I know mom understands deep down she truly does

she's just scared that

this is a bad decision that will

spiral and get even worse somehow but it's my life

and this is how I want to live it

I want to do this I need to do this I need to feel alive again

I'm so tired of feeling like a failure like a fucking zombie running around in a shot

you're giving me a chance Nana

and I'm taking it you don't know

so I don't know how I will tell him about it

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